The Perpetual Question

What am I to do? That is the question that I am constantly asking myself these days. The reason I am asking is because I am currently unhappy with my first job, aka teaching. Not to say that I don't like teaching, it is that I don't like where I am in life. I really want to be a college professor/writer, but that takes time and money.

I really want a job that will pay all of the bills and still leave me with money to live off of. That means one job not two. I guess that it is too much to ask for to just have to work one job. I know a lot of people who ave two jobs. The ones that only have one job are married to someone that makes a decent living as well.

But, I am getting side tracked here. I am currently in Limbo on what to do next with my life because I don't know if I will still have my teaching certification at the end of the year. If I don't, then I need to find a whole new career which is really frightening for me at the moment. i don't really know where I could go for a new job. Of course, I might still have my certification but where would I go. I really hate the school I am at now.

I know that there aren't any real answers to this question. I am just looking for a little wisdom to light the tunnel of my life so I can at least find the light switch. Is that too much to ask?

Well, it is getting late and I have to teach the brats tomorrow. If there are any words of advice, please let me know.