Giving up!

Well, I guess that I am going to officially give up on dating. It is either me royally screwing things up or I am just not wanted. Whatever it is, I just have no choice.

There is nothing that I can do to change things.


One another note, I am struggling at being a keyholder at my store. I now feel like I am constantly messing up even though it is not me doing it.

I have been trying to atleast act like my spirits are on the constant up and up, which is severly exhausting me to no end. I guess I don't want anyone to worry about me, since I usually am worrying about everyone else.

I think that maybe I should just make my madatory appearances in the world, and avoid bothering anyone for the time being.