What is the Black Adder supposed to do?
It has been a little while since I have posted. So here is the lowdown......
I found out last week that my manager is leaving for the supposedly greener pastures. So, things are a little bit hectic with that concept. Melissa, a keyholder at the store, is applying for the position of manager even though she doesn't have any of the qualifications that the company is looking for. Lynn is willing to apply, which I think she would be phenominal at it, but I would hate for her to give up the classes that she is going to be teaching in the fall. I am going to apply for the hell of it, though I doubt tht they will be willing to pay me the money that I want. I am asking for what I make now as a teacher and working at the store combined. I figure that it would be nice to be able to work one job for a little while. We shall see though if it really pans out. I just hope that we don't get someone who is going to ruin that little shred of harmony that we have.
I am also dealing with the inner demons of bouts with depression. It is not like I am wanting to be thinking about the darker side of my life. It is really driving me crazy. I feel like I am going to fall into a pit of nothingness. My mind reels on the concept of death. What will happen to me? Is it like a light being flicked off? Am I really alone? I just can't stop thinking about it. It is messing with my creative flow, which is why the second draft of my book is still only 7000 words.
Wow, it is a bit late. So, I will get back to you later.
I found out last week that my manager is leaving for the supposedly greener pastures. So, things are a little bit hectic with that concept. Melissa, a keyholder at the store, is applying for the position of manager even though she doesn't have any of the qualifications that the company is looking for. Lynn is willing to apply, which I think she would be phenominal at it, but I would hate for her to give up the classes that she is going to be teaching in the fall. I am going to apply for the hell of it, though I doubt tht they will be willing to pay me the money that I want. I am asking for what I make now as a teacher and working at the store combined. I figure that it would be nice to be able to work one job for a little while. We shall see though if it really pans out. I just hope that we don't get someone who is going to ruin that little shred of harmony that we have.
I am also dealing with the inner demons of bouts with depression. It is not like I am wanting to be thinking about the darker side of my life. It is really driving me crazy. I feel like I am going to fall into a pit of nothingness. My mind reels on the concept of death. What will happen to me? Is it like a light being flicked off? Am I really alone? I just can't stop thinking about it. It is messing with my creative flow, which is why the second draft of my book is still only 7000 words.
Wow, it is a bit late. So, I will get back to you later.
posted by Black Adder at 9:22 PM
3 Comments:
J-Man...
I have to tell you that you so made my day by actually commenting on ze blog! I miss you guys bunches!
Keep that chin up...and remember things could always be worse (thinking that being whale dung on the bottom of the ocean would probably be a lot worse) But seriously, you are a great guy you just got ta lasso those demons and not let them get the better of you!
Hugs,
M
P.S. How proud of you am I that you finished the first draft of your book dude? Way TO GO!!!!!!!!!!!!
Updates please?
Yeesh...
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