Alone in the abyss

Can a heart beat with another heart, and yet never know what they are beating for. Lost in the world that has become unknown to me once more, I cannot see whether I am walking into the light or into the darkness.

Am I to blame?

Have I lost everything?

I am riddled with questions of what could, has, and is happening in my mind. The phantoms haunting me in the dreary solitude of my prison. To love is a concept that only two can truly know, but may have left my grasp before I could reach for it.

All I can do is wait for the answer to come to me, if it will come to me. Until that time, I will be in my lonely prison of monotony contemplating all of the possibilities of why I am lost.